"""""I think I am the love of his life...but, I think he is choosing this lifestyle over love, commitment and responsibility. That's what's appealing. My mom actually said it best right after I discovered the affair with the fellow drug-addled skank..."He isn't choosing her over you...he is choosing the that lifestyle over you and the kids."
That really fits...because he didn't just abandon me...he left his life, his kids, his dog, his everything
And, I know, when he has thought about us and our life here...it isn't appealing in any way.
I have to get past the part where I feel that somehow I wasn't enough...not sexy enough, not whatever...part of me still feels like I must be worthless to have someone abandon me for someone else and, then, be happier. This, however, isn't a guy who really knows what happy is...he knows how to get through the day. That's what he does...he gets through the day.
I want more."""
So brillant. And so so true.
You are doing so so awesome and I think your job sounds like a fantastic position. You really have an opportunity to shine and be creative and also because you are running a magazine an opportunity to be involved immediately in the communitity.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13