I am feeling totally lost. I so wish I had not sent that text. Why didn't he respond? Would it not have been the perfect opportunity for him to show he's even a little sorry for all the hurt? I could think of loads of appropriate things he could have replied with - why didn't he?

He came round today and said he has contacted L for some advice.

So nothing is good. I was feeling so much better after our recent interactions now I feel as if I am back to January again. He is keen to get moving on a place of his own (not renting), by himself or with the OW I have no idea.

Everytime I see him I want to reach out to him. He is totally detached. I wish I could do the same.
Sad Stacey x


Me - 44 Husband - 47
D20, S18
BD - Aug 2013
Moved out - Jan 2014
OW discovered Jan 2014