Yep. It does, zew. A whole bunch. Thank you.

And you're saying exactly something else I've been thinking: get OUT of the A and my feelings of being betrayed. And stay IN the problems that got us there.

It is THE hardest thing I've ever had to do.

And the doubts I'm feeling constantly nag at me and make me second-guess everything.

I've managed to maintain most every change and wake up every day, determined to meet H's needs. And he's meeting mine.

At some point, I gotta cut my tethers loose and just decide to fly with faith.


M: 40 H: 44
Married 14 years
S11 & D6; D20 & D19 from previous M
2BDs/PAs, 8 years apart
Piecing: April 2014