When moving some stuff from the old house she had me put some stuff in her storage locker. But had me put some important stuff at my house some stuff that means a lot to her. Odd. Heard threw the kids that OM is going to start coming home more often, so that means he can start showing the real him. And she will want to spend less family time with me. Her school is asking more and more of her time. She wanted to something with the kids this weekend on my time. But I declined because I have a full weekend planned for them.
I find it funny how she wears all his Alaskan stuff when she is not around anybody that matters. But around them she wears normal cloths. She made a comment about him buying her all this stuff. New coat and cloths and jewelry and the price on it all. I made a comment as towards that must make you happy or something like that. And she said trust me he does not have that much money and it's just little stuff. OM trying to buy her love. Let OM blow it up because I know that buying love never works. The house is all done now and no more kids stuff at school. So see what she tries to bring up now to spend time with kids and or me.
Knowing I hurts this person enough to leave our marriage. I must give her time and space to sort out what will make her happy in life. I need to become the total package. That any women would be crazy to leave. Getting there but a long journey. Work on myself. Be the best dad I can be. Patience patience patience.
M36/W30 S13,D10,S6 Married 4.5 together 12 Bomb 1/14 EA/PA OM 1/14 still going Served 2/14/14 Separated 3/14 D paused 6/14 6/15 divorced
