I suppose it was only a matter of time.... I knew he was on match a few days ago. I deliberately didn't look him up. I have the ability to not snoop because I need to protect myself from more hurt. But I'm so angry and embarrassed. How do MLC M ever turn around? Is it even worth it? I know this is his journey, but how do I detach when it feels so "in my face"? It just keeps getting messier.