Job AND It felt good to get it out! So I assume H would sleep in basement,,,to avoid the possibility of any more conversation...well wrong H came to bed a couple hours later and initated sex, which I accepted. Now I know it may have been his attempt at buying more time, may have been his way to "settle me down" I'm no fool I may ignore alot of things but my eyes are wide open.
When I told him I did not want to live like this,,,at 1st he was like "live like what" like ,,,letting me know for now he was very ok with how things are now, so I'm very glad I let him know in a calm no confrontatial way that I was SO NOT OK with things the way they are. Glad I told him there is no one to blame, no bad guy in this,,,but I deserve more, I want more.
I have no plans to bring this up again for a while, I will give him time to think,,,I pray he uses this time wisely.
Was on my knees praying last night between telling him how I felt and him leaving the room. I had a great sense of peace. I know that either way my son and I will be ok I added to my prayer last night, that if this M ends, help/ allow my son14 to be able to accept it, help me to be able to help my son. BUT Thanks to GOD I know I will be OK. And I even want my H to be ok, I want him to find peace and happiness with or without me.
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
