Yesterday I made a list of about 50 GAL things that I could possibly do. I have to say I'm not really interested in some of them, but I was just brainstorming and wrote everything down. Still, there are plenty of interesting things on the list. I need to spend more time thinking about which ones I might choose and how to implement them.

H and I have MC later today, he asked for it, I think to get her input so we can finalize the separation agreement. He should know this morning whether the deal on the place he's looking at will go through or not, so maybe the timeframe will become clear. I feel very anxious about all this. In days past I have felt ready for him to go, but today I'm quite unsettled by it. Wish me luck, calmness, and clarity, friends.



"Don't look back, you aren't going that way"