Already in hell. Praying for you! Right there with you. We still live together separate rooms, friendly when son is up then go to our separate corners after we put him to bed. Not sure which way is easier S gone or in the house. I think they both su<k. Hard for me to go dark.
Stay strong
Me: 55, W: 46 T: 17 M: 15 S: 10 3 S prev M 25 23 21 Unhappy 10/12 Asked to move out 1/14 NILWY 2/14 Sep rooms: 1/14 BD 3/14 W filed 5/14 Trial 12/14