I'm not sure I want to be married to my h who cheated on me.

That sums up most things, why should you be sure? Why should you do all the lifting?
Why does it need to be now?
Why can't he do some work show some actions first?

All my thoughts and I suspect yours too. Hugs maybell.

M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26