I'm having a frustrated/overwhelmed night. Not sure why- I had been doing so good. Last night and tonight H had dinners ( one social for friends b day and one business). He took one or two kids to each which was nice, but I had the littlest one both nights. I think I'm just needing some down time. Behind on work stuff, overwhelmed about keeping up with kids laundry and other stuff now that it is just me ( he's been living away for a year but still around so much he was helping- now it's much less that he's around). I'm sure I'll have days like this as I adjust.
Signed up with a few different meet up groups and going to try to get out some. I love being social and going to group activities so that should be good for me.
I'm still doing well overall- don't initiate any conversations unless they are kid related. At least he's very involved there- seems to be reconnecting with them more and more ( was never an absent dad but definitely more distant for awhile- much better now).
Hopefully tomorrow will be better with renewed PMA......
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
