The Waiting One (and tired of it)

[Atsbaby]

Still working on remaining positive. Clark has been pretty silent again today. Get to football practice, and I was looking hot in my new work outfit, Clark comes up and makes a comment about me changing. I just say I didn't have time. He complains that he isn't feeling well and is going to sit in his car. Says he left work early and slept...don't believe him. I think he probably went to his L. I haven't heard a word from mine. Just emailed them to find out when I was going to receive a copy of my response.

It's a gloomy day, rained almost all day and the temps dropped. My d is in my car doing hw, so we go home to change. I see Clark writing in a notebook, who knows what that's about. School is on a break this week. I'm not fretting over it...only control me and my reaction to the situation.

Then we return, run and I sit outside watching s and reading my book. Clark comes running up and says FIL was taken to ER and he'll keep me updated. Great! What is God doing? He obviously has a plan, but come on...I need some guidance with what I'm to do!!