Well, the story gets worse. I called the woman. That was such a stupid thing to do. I didn't get to speak with her because she probably recognized that it was my # on the caller ID box and wouldn't answer. She probably told H that I think your wife called here. He was as cold as ice this morning. I said why are you so angry? He wouldn't give me ananswer because he doesn't want to admit to the A. He is till in the denying mode. I don't know wether he is more angry for getting caught or about what he is doing! He just stands by , it's nothing.....I feel like this is the end. He will probably file for D now in anger. Why do we do such stupid things that we know will set us back?
No, I can not eat or sleep. I have lost about 10 lbs. I only weighed about 115 soak and wet from the beginning.I look so thin. I will call the doctor.I can not focus or concentrate but I do have a couple of people in my corner to talk to.
