Que Sera Sera

[LoisB]

I'm glad you let off some steam. Don't beat yourself up. Shake it off and move forward like you have been.

One correction: I don't believe they are as happy as can be...look at the facts...It just doesn't add up to have a happy healthy relationship at the expense of so many people, with so many lies, so much betrayal... He may be as happy as he can be right now, in his damaged state of mind. This, however, is not the same as feeling happy, joyful and good about yourself and your life. He is feeling the rush, the high of a new relationship...very different from the contentment and joy you feel in a true loving longterm relationship.

I'm glad you let some of it out. I think it's been festering Mighty. You needed to unleash some of the ick. Think of it this way, you gave it back to him. It's really his ick anyway. Now, cleanse yourself of the bad...have a good cry, punch a few pillows, scream in your car, throw some ol' china in the garage...Let it out.

Hugs to you and then more hugs...