I want to thank you for all of your help today. I was working myself into a tizzy, and that doesn't help me deal with any of this mess.
I am not ignoring your last post to me. There is a lot to it and I have read it more than once.
I am a born again believer who hasn't been in a church since her first D. I never felt God could forgive me for that and I have carried that with me ever since. Actually I KNOW God can forgive me, but I guess I couldn't forgive me. So lots to think about.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"