I have been on my own, like you, over two years now. I keep wondering whether I could cope with meeting someone new. I cast my eye around, but cannot be excited by what I see. I wonder if I ever will. I thought I had got it so right, and was proved so wrong. I don't want to go there again.
maybe I watch to many "fairytale" romance films, reality is too far from that. Wrong expectations perhaps.
However, men in uniform have always been an attraction. Perhaps I should come visit you in your new home, LOL, seems like a good place to start!
Am I looking at this from the wrong perspective? Or am I just not ready? Maybe when the time is right we'll just know....