Not posted for a couple of days now as tbh i've been feeling pretty low. Thank you all for your support and advice - I know what I need to do! - however, as you all know there are good days and, well not so good days ..
The lowest point though became the best point!
My youngest daughter saw me at one of my lowest moments yesterday with some tears and came to me and gave me a big hug and said "I love you Dad" - that just meant the world to me and then we talked. I've been concerned about her, she hasn't said a lot or indeed wanted to since 'the announcement'. I've so wanted to talk to her to find out what she was feeling but guess she wasn't ready and also she's been busy with her own life. She just simply can't understand what's going on with her Mum..
Just trying to be the best Dad I can be for both of them and so that we can support each other during this.
Jay
Ages: Me 58 Wife 50 Together: 27 years M25 D24 D21 Bomb Droppped 21 June 2014