No, I don't really, really want to have lunch with him. I want to step back from all this and I haven't had enough time away from him while actually concentrating in myself. The thought of *trying* to attract him back right now makes me queasy.
I guess that's my answer. I'll go when I actually want to spend time with him.
We've had a couple of email exchanges in which he offered to take the kids more and I took that opportunity to ask him for a specific weeknight with the kids that they could count on when he's not traveling. He said we could discuss that.
I guess I'll go to discuss the kid stuff. I'll just be myself. I seem to be engaging enough for everyone else I know. If I'm not enough for him, then that's an answer too.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
