Just caught up on your thread. I think you are doing great.
I think it is normal to struggle with acting normal around the MLC. We are so afraid of showing any irritation in our mood we become like clones of humans.
It's a good sign if you can be relaxed and be yourself.
Second - your h is totally gas lighting you , most of this whole thing has nothing to do with you and if you were drinking and emotional. And whatever other charges he claims - this is all about him.
He was prob upset on Labor Day cause his EA was being affectionate with her h.
That said I think you have a good chance for R if that is what you want because his EA is unavailable.
Do whatever you can to stay focused on yourself- boot camp and therapy are great. I also highly recommend alanon
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
