Having another hard day today. Why do we do ok for a day or 2 then feel like it's day 1 again? I hadn't heard from H in 4 days (which is a first in 20+ years) and I'd refrained from contacting him but I had to ask him about $ today, which he responded to via text and I was polite and left it at that. I also saw a divorce lawyer today, I'll write more about that later, it gives me even less hope of how my life will be if H goes through with this. Again, UGH, I hate MLC!!!!
Me- 40 H- 41 S8, D5, S4 M 19 y T 23 Bomb drop 6/2013 H asked for/filed for D 9/2014 22 yo OW discovered 9/19/14 they're engaged and living together
