Well, I decided I'm getting a tattoo in a few weeks. It will say: "Let it Be." I think it's a great idea. It's a reminder for me to accept what IS. After the word 'Be' there will be a small bird flying away.

The bird reminds me of a reoccurring dream I've had several times over the past 5 or 6 years (when there was already trouble brewing but I just didn't see it)...I was stuck in a basement somewhere with no way out, but I could see a doorway way far up, too far to reach. The only way out was to fly. I could never fly high enough to get out and I remember thinking 'Where is H? Why isn't he helping me?' Then, I had this dream again several months ago, but this time, I FLEW OUT - by myself, with wings. I still get goose bumps when I tell it.

Good feeling is hanging around. Omega 3's doing their thing. Looking forward to fall, whatever it brings...

Me 53, XH 57
M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids
BD June '13
H moved out July '13
Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14
H filed for D Nov. '14
D March '15