Heather, In a way, losing the house may be a good thing. Why? Because you were stressing yourself out over the amount of money you would need to rent it plus everything else. Now, it's time to think about other places, places that may be more in a better price range for you. Sometimes we have to look a little bit further out in order to get something we can afford w/o strapping yourself down to the penny.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
