Need Help before I blow a fuse.

[20&lost]

25yearmlc: This is what I replied to in your previous message:

Yes, back in December I sat her down along with my children and told them that their father had had some issues and that I knew I had not been there completely for them. Also, that from counseling I was going to, I was in a better place and that I would start being the best husband and father I could be. I told them that I could not make up for the past but that going forward starting that day they would see a new husband and father. They all told me they knew that I loved them and also know even during my dark times that they knew if they really had a problem that I would be there. Since then I have done a 180 in that I am very involved with anything my kids do. Since then I have also been doing the things around the house that my W said I never did that she had wished I been doing like helping around the house(cleaning,yard, dishes, etc...). I also enjoy doing them but I am upset with myself because for many years I didn't pick up on the things I should have done and didn't. I really enjoy being there for all of them and know I missed out on a great deal. I just pray that my W sees it as being to late.

FYI: I have been very active and involved with everything my children have been doing since I had the talk with them last December.