Hi DB friends, I'd love your words of wisdom and support.
I'm meeting with the WAH tomorrow to do some moving. I am not looking forward to it at all.
I feel a lot of anger toward him lately. When I think of him I want to yell at him and tell him what a horrible, pathetic, selfish person he has been. So I am hoping that I can hold it together tomorrow through the moving process which will take a few hours.
To make matters worse, I just saw that he sent me a text message last week that for some reason did not go through until now. It was about the kissing incident from the week prior.
He said that he is angry. But not about me kissing someone but the fact that he thinks I did it on purpose. He asked if it was "payback". He said "I am a little disappointed by what you did".
The message infuriated me. First of all, that he had to let me know he was angry but didn't care AT ALL that I was kissing someone but only that I did it purposefully to make him upset.
Now as I write this I see that this doesn't even make any sense. He is mad because he thinks I tried to make him mad? huh? This is some circular logic. It also does not mesh with the way he was behaving that night flirting and like we were best friends.
But now I am mad. haha. If he is "a little disappointed" I am hugely disappointed so where does that leave us.
Luckily I did not see the message until now or surely I would have responded and we would have had a huge fight. Thank you universe for looking out for me. And now I know why I haven't heard from him in a week.
DB friends what do you think of his message? And do you have any advice for a response from me as I am sure he will bring it up tomorrow.
I really really want to cancel. I am so full of hate for him right now I just cannot imagine being nice and friendly.
