This is terrifying - I hope you understand

[Shakspr]

...and MrBond breaks out a somewhat larger 2x4.

I do count my blessings. You have given me plenty to think about, which is also a blessing.

If you get down do it, I resent being left behind. I am angry to the point of apoplexy at having my family ripped apart and being expected to just take it. I hate having this stranger inhabit my W's space - a stranger who is so set on D that she sees no downside to it. I suppose I need to go find my big boy pants, since DB'g isn't for the weak of heart or mind.

So, she doesn't love me anymore. And what I think of as "coming to her senses" is anathema to her current mindset.

Got a workout in this morning. I simultaneously love and hate the pool. (Gotta work on that leg kick)