"Well, he's obviously REALLY done. I obviously have no hope. I should just give up and tap out."
I don't want that. At all. But now my PMA is in the toilet and I want to either freak out and get all emotional and pushy on him, or just go dark for a week so I can be miserable alone and wallow.
LOL! I'm being super dramatic. I'll do neither of those things. I'll try to find some hope some place and remind myself it's always darkest before the dawn.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
