Dawgy is doin ok again today . Not sure what is going on , having two good days in a row but hell , i ll take it . I have no idea what is going on with my W . Im so detached and when I get all worked up its because she approached me and starts spewing about separating and lawyers etc. I want to know how to deal with this . Because she still hasnt left after telling me the third time . I know shes scared sh$!tless about the kids and family and everybody finding about about her dirty little secret . The big A . Shes suggested to me if she leaves she doesnt want me to tell anyone even though shes going to move in with the OM . Dam is that priceless or what . She wants me to tell the kids hes a nice guy and mom just wants to be happy again . I dont even know how to process or respond to that . I just said if you leave everyone will know all . I wont hide that or lie for you . If your willing to hurt your children like that , im not going to spare you the grief of dealing with it . She slammed down her hand and said well i guess im just STUCK and she stormed out of the room .
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
