This morning brings a flurry (albeit friendly) of texts this morning from H, talking about bills and reminding me we need to change the gas over into his name. He says he's not keeping the cable internet so I can cancel that whenever I'm ready.
My replies were in the realm of "Sure, not a problem", "I'll call this week", "Yep, you got it."
Kind of hard to be positive and have hope when we're talking about this crap. I hate the assumed finality of it. It just brings my PMA down.
Marching forward, burying myself into work, trying to rise above and just not think about it.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
