Might, I feel for you. I know these feelings of anxiety too well. I hope that after these first games it will become easier for you to see xh. There is first time for everything. I just imagine that after some time it will become a burden for H to deal with his GF’s kid and all the rest of it. I can almost foresee that he will be using your kid’s games to escape from the responsibility with GF. It will get old...

Thanks for checking up on me. I hope you get some good sleep tonight.

M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state