I went to lunch talked it out with a galfriend. She helped me to see that the statement h made regarding dating while married...was said when he was extremely angry. I need to erase it and go with what I know NOW which is:
1. H wants ME and boys to go to Florida (to meet his biological father!!!)for 10 days. 2. H is paying all costs for Florida trip! 3. H is getting refund to pay separation induced bills. 4. H invited me to his mom's home in Ohio in June for 10 days!!! 5. H sounds happy to talk to me anytime I call. 6. H does volunteer whereabout info when asked. (I don't do much of this...possible once this month.) 7. H is handling purchasing new eyeglasses for son. 8. H did set up flex-account for medical and gave me a card.
I need to focus more on positives, trust h, go with the flow, no pressure and be fun to be around and HAVE fun with or without H! Above all TRUST GOD, afterall HE can work through even those that do not believe for the good of those who do believe!
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