(Btw, I have a very - VERY - handsome boyfriend now. Like - neighbor lady drives into the carport post because she's eyeing him - handsome. But lucky for me, he's very loyal, plus he has a little mild touch of body dysmorphic disorder so he's not really used to thinking of himself as handsome. Nice because he's not full of himself the way some handsome men can be. And he's totally available, which is a healthy change for me.)