So, I've been thinking about boys. Not that I'm jumping into the pool just yet...but, I guess it's crossed my mind, lately, how nice it would be to have a partner of some sort.
If I'm attracted to someone and feel chemistry...does that mean that the person is probably a jerk? In my grief book, Anderson talks about looking for people you aren't normally attracted to...especially for those of us who suffered abandonment in childhood...that sounds pretty abysmal. But, it's true that I seem to be attracted to immature, unavailable men...Smokey, the Forester...to name a few.
Can he still be good-looking and fit and all that AND be a nice guy??? Why do I feel like I will be forced to find someone who is not attractive to me in order to find a nice person? That sounds crazy and childish I know.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
