Ok, this is mainly a vent because I'm starting to feel out of sorts!
Called h to find out if he was coming to see me for lunch or convo:
M:Hey you are home! H: Yeah, where do you think I would be? M:(Laugh) Oh, the selections are endless but I'm not going to let my mind go there. So are you coming here for lunch? H: No, I wasn't thinking about it. M: Oh, ok then we'll see you tonight. Bye H: Ok, good bye.
After that call I make an appointment with MC for tomorrow. MC asks if it will be h and I...I say no just me.
So then I call h back (not but 5 minutes later) and he's GONE! I leave a message about MC.
Where did he go? Out to lunch with some girl? I keep replaying in my mind his statement that being married would not stop him from dating. I wonder if that is still an option? Should I try to find out? Ask where he's been? What he's doing at lunch?
I'm just wondering for someone that wants their m, why is he not pursuing? I'm thinking maybe I should tell him how I would feel loved if he did a,b and c. I think tonight I will ask if we can get together to talk about our LL.
