Its an up day here in Dawgy land .not sure why really > I just feel whatever will be will be today . I wish I could maintain this train of thought . Ive just been hurt so dam much through all this I think my brain has gone into protection mode and is not allowing me to wallow any longer . I mean after awhile , how much stress and anxiety , sorrow , anger can one person process ? There must be a defense mechanism in the human brain that kicks in after enough damage is done . It s purely scientific thought . I dont know lol , i ll probably be down in the dumps again tomorrow lol


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )