OMgoodness I had a dream I ask H if he still wanted to be married, H said no, I said then lets get a D. I then told s14 who said he was ok and already knew there was problems,,,then came back later and was VERY upset and wanted to talk and wanted his dad to stay...
as I woke up I was trying to comfort s14 and was trying to ask H to rethink D and to stay.
NOW my dreams,,,wow I rarely dream this is really draining me and I've been so very tired lately, when I wake in morning I'm tired as soon as I get home from work I'm tired, this mental stress I need to let it GO, stop thinking about it for a while (if I can) I was doing so good, not sure why this is consuming my thoughts again....and now when H seems to be taking tiny teeny baby steps poking his head a lil out of the tunnel,,why now are my emotions trying to take back over?
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
