Well I made it through today pretty well. Was feeling a bit emotional this morning but then had very busy day at work so not much time to think about the recent conversation about D.
When I came home H had taken care of some errands kids needed and chatted with me about driving/carpooling schedule for schools ( they are all in different ones- ugggh!). He said something that irritated me and I wasn't ugly to him but I didn't try to hide my frustration. He sensed it and said maybe he's not communicating well, hasn't really slept much and was going to head back to his house.
It's good to not walk on eggshells and be able to show irritation ( reasonably) as before I tried so hard to avoid any conflict. Maybe that's a benefit of becoming more detached. And his response was quite reasonable too.
One day at a time....
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
