Need to figure out how to move forward (thread #4)

[shodan]

I definitely think I have been messing up lately. Damn emotions. One minute I feel confident and great, and then next minute something sets me off and I show anger or frustration. One minute I know I will be fine moving forward and on, and the next minute I miss my W, my best friend, and get sad and emotional. I get mad that she wants to throw this all away without even trying.

I agree that no more R talk. I just need to be easy going, confident, fun and attractive.