PMA is up there today. I have plans for dinner tonight, tomorrow night and Wednesday. Three different people! I feel like a social butterfly compared to the hermit I was.

H and I (I know we weren't married but H is better than no name) had a nice talk about SD12 and how her mom doesn't really invest in her. He says he's glad I'm willing to do so. It's a 180 so in hope the change is stewing in his brain. Point is he noticed.

He sent some sexy/racy texts after we said good night and went to our own beds. Reminds me of the beginning of our R when we couldn't get enough of each other and did the same. Still no R talks but I expect nothing either way in that department yet. I played it cool, but "there" when he initiated playfully. I do want him to feel like his needs will be met with me, as opposed to the ignoring of them I did before.

Test the waters, baby; I'm paying attention!


BF:40 M:33
SD: 12
T: 8, never married, no kids together
BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try".
PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".