Not much progress

[dawgy]

This is truly a roller coaster ride through hell .Just when things look a little more positive another downer .Theres been so much helpful info on here im truly greatful for it . I wish i dint have to be here at all . But given the choice who would . Not that im not greatful for the support here .I find myself emotional early in the week and numb by the end of the week .

I try to conduct myslf as if nothing is wrong when around her even though its very difficult . The silenc e is deafening and the sarcastic remarks from her about everything I do say tells me she has either lost respect for me and or is trying to look at me in a bad light to justify her behavior. Which is totally absurd in many ways .