Today is the greatest

[BklynMom]

I had a lovely relaxing weekend with no kids. Really organized the girls room for the school year which is nice.

But…

When girls came home tonight I had a major mental back slide.

They told me D6 had a birthday party with ex, his gf, his sister and family and his best friend and family. I started spinning.

Starting asking if the cake was as good as the cake I made? If the party was as fun as the parties I had for her?

The girls asked why I couldn't come to the party and I said cause Daddy doesn't want me there.

I wanted to also tell them that daddy and Jess are A$$holes.

I hate that my D6 had a birthday that I wasn't included in and his family etc can be around Jess and act like this is all peachy. I hate that people that divorce is fine.

I hate that my kids don't seem to mind this.

I hate this.

My ex told me at the beginning how great it would be to coparent. Then after my younger ones 3rd bday last year has decided we should have separate parties cause that makes him more comfortable. I HATE HIM