Wife having emotional affair part 2

[3kids]

Feeling a little better today. Realizing after reading pilots sich. That no matter what happens, she will be in my life forever. We have three kids together. There is no getting a away from that. Excepting that I was a big part of why this has happened is huge to me. I feel I need to apologize to my kids and her for the rest of my life. I will continue to be the constant for my kids no matter what. For her all I can do is show that I will always care. No matter what. It is her choice if she decides to work on our marriage or not. Give her time and space. If she is truly happier with OM that is her choice. If nothing else I will have a partner in life to raise my kids with and watch them grow. Never giving up but understanding what needs to be done. Trying to fix myself first is very important. Hope she comes along for the ride.