>> It just seems to go for awfully too long, past 2 years already. I prefer talking on this board, even though it is difficult some times. I get discouraged from posting, because sometimes I don’t get any feedback for some time and feel like I’m talking to myself. I can do it in my head.<<

Hi BF
I have started reading your thread. Just so much going on here as you could imagine.
I am sorry that you feel the way you do & are still grieving. Have you read > The Journey from Abandonment to Healing: Turn the End of a Relationship into the Beginning of a New Life by Susan Anderson This is one that I have to get! I ordered some other recommended, DBs, depression etc ... & am trying to catch up on those. It was well recommended here.

>>I know that I’m not very exciting poster and I there is barely anything goes on in my sitch<<

Same here BF! Never mind - you mentioned why you prefer posting on this board & that's your reason. I know my stuff is 'taupe' in the MLC 'scheme of things'. I don't care. I post & if someone offers a comment or help, that's good. This isn't about entertainment This is our life, the life of the LBS who came here b/c they were in PAIN. Let us no tlose sight of that - we're not children who have ot be entertained or prove ourselves. Everyone here is an adult with adult issues. The forum is here re: venting & support. Keep venting, it's a safe place.

I LOOK FORWARD to hearing more in future (even though I have not been here as long as 2 years!! grin
pb


pbetra
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M: 15 yrs (in 2014)
BD: 6/03/2014
Infidelity ('known' from July 2014)
Denied PA Feb 2015
2 leave Mar 2015 (left early Summer). Some contact.
Back briefly 2017 (after family death)
Separated 2017