If you feel the need to take a posting break, by all means do so. Sometimes we have to do it in order to recharge our batteries and see what the real world has to offer.
What you are feeling is very normal and yes, the further move along your journey, the stronger you will get. You are detaching more and more because you aren't reacting to his every world or action.
Take each day as it comes.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
