ss...So sorry to see (read) you are stressed out. First, relax. Take a deep breath and just remember, nothing is going to change tomorrow at the beach. Nothing bad, nothing good, it is just going to be a day at the beach for your D7. I know you are just venting, which is good. But really work at not being where you have to vent so much.
As for your day tomorrow, I would not do as you planned. If you only get chatty when he is chatty, and you follow his lead, you are going to come across as boring and there will be an awkwardness between you. This is your time to shine. This is your time to show him YOU are doing great, and YOU have a PMA and have GAL. Be that super happy sexy self. Rock out that bikini, shades, and act as if. Act as if things in your life could not be better. Talk to him like you are the prom queen and he is the computer lab geek who you got stuck with for the day but you want to be polite. KNOW you are better than him and you are out of HIS league. Believe me, guys can pick up on this. Remember, people want what they cannot have. I am sure you know how to play that off.
Any ways, just wanted to stop in and toss my support your way!
Me: 42 W: 32 Married 7 years together 8.5 S1: 7 S2:7 Bomb #1: 09-16-13 Recon #1: 11/13 A discovered 04-03-2014 W filed D 05-19-14 but never served me I filed D 12-02-2014 S 05-31-14 Divorced 5-19-16