>> I’m really straggling to express my thoughts these days... I do have lots of thoughts and feelings, but by the time I get to my computer, they are all processed and gone, or I just have no energy to write. Does anyone have the same problem?<<

I have this problem right NOW Brightfuture. It's a lot to process all the time. The MLCer has the luxary of expressing their needs, whatever they feel 'on a whim' - they're entitled.

Not the same for us, is it? We do not have that 'luxary'. We're caught off guard after the bomb and then the work begins for us, during such a difficult time. It's so important to rest the brain when possible. I'm even looking into this, link below - maybe you could check it out if it is the kind of thing that appeals to you.Laughter Yoga / http://laughteryoga.org/english
I don't know much about it to be honest - just know that I have cried enough & want to laugh more! A LOT more! laugh

Read some of your thread this afternoon as some information 'caught my eye' (re: still angry at you- http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2485628&page=6). I found that I could relate. It's comforting to know that someone/others in cyber space could understand from their experience - not that it's good 4 you to feel this way, but you know what I mean ...

Getting back to you - 2 yrs is a long time Brightfuture. Rest your brain with some positve things ... keep us posted. Brain fog or not. I hope you feel better soon.
pb
(also hope that my post is understandable)

pbetra
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M: 15 yrs (in 2014)
BD: 6/03/2014
Infidelity ('known' from July 2014)
Denied PA Feb 2015
2 leave Mar 2015 (left early Summer). Some contact.
Back briefly 2017 (after family death)
Separated 2017