The Waiting One (and tired of it)

[2BHappy]

It's hard "standing" and being the LBS. You realize when your emotions are all over the place and I see you doing things to GAL and keep your emotions in check...keep up the good work the emotional reactions will come and go less and less..it has for me.
Don't beat yourself up about sex with your H, but be careful since there is a OW use protection or know that you could be putting yourself at risk.

My H and I have sex more often now, I had STD testing, H did not. I did tell him and he told me he was not worried and did not need a test...it was NOT a easy conversation...and I still feel like I should be tested often,,,not doing good at using condoms...all that to say, protect yourself or take the risk if there is OW then your H could be having sex with OW also.

Keep GAL and focus on you and your kids it will get easier,,which is good for you but maybe not for your M.

It [censored] that you have to have the D final in order to get child support.

I have a friend who H left and moved to another state but neither filed for D and she is now able to file for child support...