I sometimes feel like reading others posts and or posting myself helps, BUT sometimes its a constant reminder of my messed up M.
Is it wise to take a posting break...
BUT then again, being able to vent when needed helps me to redirect my thoughts and or just get it out my system.
It's like the more I think about no longer standing, the more I dont feel the need to post.
There is "peace" in our home, but Im missing a R with my H. And I feel like he does not realize what he is about to lose...I feel like Im wasting my time, Im M and my H is my roommate.
If H no longers wants to be M, then let me be FREE!!!!
I guess I do need to post,,,went from talking about a break to posting about ready to leave,,,or maybe cause Im ready to leave I dont need to post?
Each day Im stronger, days pass with me not being sad or upset or even bothered about my M. Days pass when I don't even think about it or my H, unless H calls or its his day off...when he is not here, its almost like out of sight out of mind.
Today at our sons game, when he finally arrived at the game, it was like here is his dad not my H...there was no feelings from me...
The other day H hinted at ML with his body language,,,I ignored it...not sure what that means...
So true what is said around here, the LBS sometimes end the R, or is not there when the MLC wants to return.
I'm praying my feelings are not leaving for my H, but then I pray that I get over so I can move on.
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
