Clark meets us at S football game and pays for me to get in. Thanks. After talking with a parent from another team, comes and sits with me. I really hate this because I don't want to be your friend, I want to be your wife. I treated him like any other parent I'd talk to, short and polite answers.
When we left, I knew where Clark was headed, MY college football game with OW. I'm short and cold as he told the kids goodbye. He doesn't give them hugs or kisses, just says he'll call shortly. No you won't! Please stop lying to them!!
I had decided since we were about 5 minutes from Clark's dad (just had surgery yesterday), that the kids and I would stop by to see him. He was glad that we did. Clark hasn't seen his dad in a couple weeks. I can't even think of the words to say regarding his relationship with his dad. Your dad screws you up, yet you can tell him you love him. I'm supporting and loving and you walk out on me...I really hate this MLC cr@p!
Hopefully tonight will be better than Monday night. First I have the kids, who are a great distraction to help me not think of Clark. And second, if Clark tries to pull the same $h!t he did Monday, I will knock his f***ing teeth out! I really do want to punch him, but I don't think that's a good db strategy!
On a positive note, I signed up to learn to tango tomorrow afternoon. I'm really excited!
Goal: be assertive, be positive, don't think about Clark
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
