Found out that the wife and OM are taking the kids camping last night. Apparently OM is some type of wilderness man from Alaska. The kids where unsure about it because they don't really want to meet him. Have a bad feeling about this. Can't detach enough. The way I feel is she is seeing how it will be with OM and the kids. Trying to replace me. Just have this gut feeling that papers are coming next week. After this weekend with him. Sunday can't come fast enough. So I get my kids back in my arms.
I have only started (2 months in) DBing. I think I started to late. After five months of hate towards her. She sees change in me and commented on it. But I think it's to late for anything. I know the changes are made for me and I am happier. But would also like to save my marriage. Hs said I have to let OM blow it up. But I don't know if he will. Feeling lost today!!!!
Positive words would help out a lot.
M36/W30 S13,D10,S6 Married 4.5 together 12 Bomb 1/14 EA/PA OM 1/14 still going Served 2/14/14 Separated 3/14 D paused 6/14 6/15 divorced
