still holding on - 4

[u-turn]

I changed my subject line a little (took out the barely). I feel stronger sometimes and I still feel barely sometimes, but I am trying to be more positive.

Old thread
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2485462#Post2485462

Thanks again to all for the help that I have gottem!!

Not much happening here right now - back to ignoring the elephant. She did text me on friday afternoon (in reference to thursday night's exchange.)

"I just don't know what to do...I want you to know that I am thinking of us and you. have a good day."
I sent back: thanks for saying that. have a good day.

nothing else, back to weekend mode. Acting like it's all normal.
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I feel a little guilty being here too. There are other's that are really struggling and have much worse situations (not that I'm not, but I usually just help myself). I wish that I had the wisdom to help others.