This is terrifying - I hope you understand

[Shakspr]

Feeling pretty down. The more I picture life post-divorce, the more I don't like it. I am really angry with the STBX right now. She's out of town again (dropping off the SS15 - 5th/1st wknds are back to back), and so I can keep things fun with my kids without pretense.

Until they are gone more or less for good. No Tuesday nite story time. Limited shared fun at school - everyone looks at the divorced Dad differently; I've seen it often enough. Averaging 9 of 30 nites per month blows. She's destroying my family and all the odds are stacked against me. I hope she doesn't turn around and do this again to someone else.

Anyway, ran 3 miles yesterday; swam 10 laps (500M) today. That helps. Tomorrow is a rest day, thankfully, as my right knee is not happy!